If It Ever Exists… | 有没有一首歌会让我想起你？

Slightly less than two weeks to my POP… Haix…Down with a lot of illness last two weekends. Starting with cold, then bloated stomach which caused me to lose my appetite, followed closely by severe diarrhoea, after holding it back for so long… I vomited. My IMT cum life-range week was aka illness week for me… I took quite awhile before going to see the MO. Really feel that it is quite silly of me to hold on for so long. Even more depressing when you see others doing the opposite… Haix… For once I felt that I no longer need to hide, as most of the evaluations are already completed… or so I thought…Hahax… Whatever la… Just be yourself =P
(Eh… that is the title of the song in S.H.E’s new album: Play! Hahax…)

For past few weeks suddenly remembered my 18th… It was really the best by far… I will never ever forget the surprises. It had given me the energy to move on and made more changes during the last few months. Always on my heart…
Have been thinking for a long time le, then realise I never gave much thought about what it could have been… what an irony… But seriously it was really a great surprise and a good one too… Something which will make me rmb the way my jaw drop…how I wish I had a camera then to take a photo of myself. (Which is not possible at all… who dares to bring?) Thanks peepz…=)

灯熄减了月亮是寂寞的眼
静静看着谁孤枕难眠
远处传来那首熟悉的歌
那些心声为何那样微弱

很久不见你现在还好吗
你曾说过你不愿一个人
我们都活在这个城市里面
却为何没有再见面
却只和陌生人擦肩

有没有那么一首歌会让你轻轻跟着和
牵动我们共同过去记忆它不会沉默
有没有那么一首歌会让你心里在记着我
让你欢喜也让你忧
这么一个我

最真的梦你现在还记得吗
你如今也是一个有故事的人
天空下着一样冷冷的雨
落在同样的世界昨天已越遥远

有没有那么一首歌会让你轻轻跟着和
随着我们生命起伏一起唱的主题歌
有没有那么一首歌会让你突然想起我
让你欢喜也让你忧
这么一个我
我现在唱的这首歌若是让你想起了我
涌上来的若是寂寞我想知道为什么
有没有那么一首歌会让你突然想起我
让你欢喜也让你忧
这么一个我
我现在唱的这首歌
就代表我对你诉说
就算日子匆匆过去
我们曾一起走过
我现在唱的这首歌
就代表我对你诉说
就算日子匆匆过去我们曾走过
就算日子匆匆过去我们曾走过

确实有那么一首歌，甚至多过一首，会让我想起。。。而全都在它里面，在这鹅毛里头。。。“千里送鹅毛，物轻情义重”如果我需要十九年以后才领悟这句话的意思，我愿意在等多几个十九年。。。
That is if it ever exists… and I hope it did.